October 17, 2011 – – – I woke up again in a bad mood. Can’t figure out why. Work didn’t start off so hot. My computer started looping again. My email wouldn’t work. I couldn’t get Adobe installed. The font on my screen is so freaking small I was going blind to read it.
After lunch, my mood seemed better. Hallmark Man headed to Augusta to be with his son during the birth of his daughter.
I am looking forward to being home alone (well not exactly totally alone…still have the dog). I guess I’m looking forward to quiet and not having to deal with his stupid shows that I hate watching.
Stopped by Tractor Supply and got Miss Girl her dog food. I finally found some holistic dog food that seems to work well with her system. Her breath doesn’t smell as bad and one of her cysts has burst and is now healing. She hasn’t been eating much of it lately because I’ve been sharing my meat with her.
I had a roast in the crock pot so that’s what me and the dog ate for dinner. Not bad.
Now to try and get some reading and relaxation in before I call it a night. I may go to bed early. We’ll see.
I ended up going to bed about 9:45. I was tired, my back is so tight that I needed to take a muscle relaxer in hopes that it would relieve some of the tension in it. I need to go to the chiropractor but I’ll have to wait until payday again.
October 18, 2011 – – I got up feeling refreshed (even though Miss Girl needed to go out about 5:45 this morning). I cooked scrambled eggs, bacon & cheese and we ate breakfast. She likes sharing with me. 🙂 She knows my routine and it upsets her when we are not on schedule. lol I don’t think she would let me oversleep for work. She would miss out on her morning cheese.
I got some new probiotics the other day. Apparently there is more to it than just one. After doing some reading/researching, I got some with lots of different kinds of acidophilus in it.
Oh and I bought some flax seed (Omega 3’s). I need fiber since I don’t really get a lot with 70% protein and 30% carbs. I ate a tablespoon yesterday. I didn’t gag! Great! So today I ate another tablespoon. I am fine with just one tablespoon. The package says the serving is 3. Yeah, OK. I’d never get those things picked out of my teeth!
This afternoon after work I went to Kroger and replenished our organic stuff. $97 and it didn’t look like I had much at all. It is expensive but the taste is so much better than the genetically manufactured crap.
I ordered some Krill oil with evening primrose from Mercola.com. It came in today. We will see if it does the job of lowering my cholesterol (LDL levels need to go down and HDL needs to go up!). I’ll stop the Estroven since this has what I need in it.
I am getting desperate to find some relief. I have good days and bad days. Today was one of those days where it feels like my hip is coming out of joint. I am going to try to eliminate some electromagnectic frequency that may be causing problems. I started thinking that EMF from my laptop is only sitting on my right hip/leg area. So I am putting a table tray between my laptop and my leg.
Here’s the rundown so far. Eliminated:
Fluoride (via toothpaste)
Aluminum (via deodorant)
EMF (via laptop)
I am continually researching to see if there is another toxin that I can eliminate from my diet. Until then…I’m keeping on and praying!